Are you surprised, Ben?
I want the cop to be guilty, honestly.
Think about it. If it is ruled that his use of force is legal:
Thousands of dollars in property damage will have been for nothing. Multiple injuries for nothing.
Multiple arrests, for nothing. People on what could be, generously, called both sides of the "debate" will have used nothing as an excuse to say some vile, horrible shit. Cops everywhere have learned that Eric Holder and others will automatically assume they are murderers for no legal reason.
Even if that cop's use of force is declared legal his life is ruined. He has to change his name. He has to move. He can never dare to work in law enforcement again. Multiple studies have indicated that the emotional damage from lawful killing (combat, law or self defense) is hugely intensified by the knowledge that the general public doesn't think it was right. This is why a lot of experts believe that Vietnam vets have such a high rate of PTSD. So picture it.. If this cop did the right thing he went to work that night a normal guy, got in a tight spot and reacted with the courage it took to confront a situation. He then (if he was right) was forced to kill another human. He then had to sit back and watch this whole thing develop (riots, national press, ect) and he couldn't say anything in his own defense. He has been vilified by persons in his own government, people in the streets and people on the internet. People have called him a cold blooded, racist murderer. I don't want to see that alll that happened to someone who did the right thing. I don't think I'll be able to sleep after that. I might have to change jobs and go into forestry or some shit after that.