It was a weird day for me.
I'd been in west Texas working a trade show and had flown back on the night of the 10th. The plane was pretty empty except for a few of us from work and I'd sat in the back and had one of those long half joking, half serious, late night conversations about plane crashes, what we'd do if we knew the plane was going down, who would fuck who, who'd try to be the hero and rush the cockpit and other random odd stuff of that nature.
Get home around 2 or 3 in the morning and I'm going in to work late. Scrolling through the stations, pissed off at JOX because they're giving Auburn shit about the close win over Ole Miss Saturday before, saying we will probably lose to LSU and ragging on the Campbell/Cobb combo. So I flip the station and get Rick and Bubba.
Those two yahoos are talking about a plane hitting the towers and then yucking it up in between. I know this was before they realized how serious it was, but to this day, eleven years later the sound of their voice sends me into a jihadist rage. I want to kill them both.
Turned that off and went on to work. By that time everybody is in a daze. People are crowded around computers watching the CNN broadcast.
I've got friends/contract workers who live in Brooklyn so I call them. One worked in the South Tower occasionally so I was worried he was there. He wasn't. They stay on the phone with me for hours as they watch from their apartment rooftop as the towers burn and then fall. They see it happen.
Boss comes around and forces everybody to go back to work. Quit watching the TV, quit watching the feeds. We have jobs to do (putting out trade magazines, critical work!). Comes to the IT department and asks me if we can restrict access to CNN, MSN, Yahoo, Msnbc, Fox news and any other outlet that might have info so people will stop trying to watch. But leave his computer unaffected so he can personally monitor.
I drove home in a daze. I remember being so frustrated and angry. I wanted to DO something but I didn't know what.
It was surreal.
I worked there two different times over my career. I saw the space shuttle blow up from the training room there -- and had been to the launch prior because it coincided with an equipment auction we went to in Kissimmee. And I saw the towers collapse from a conference room there while I talked to people who were watching the buildings burn.