You are a psychological case study unto yourself.
What I mean by that is that I find neither particularly attractive. You give the big whore enough makeup, turn the lights down just right, CGI some of the rough spots (like they did for Fox in Transformers), airbrush her up right an get a pro to shoot her photos and she's going to look a hell of a lot better than she does in that photo.
You're comparing a harsh reality to a complete fantasy and trying to make judgements.
Take this shot of her for instance:
Better?
What about this?
Closer to your threshold?