I will not be attending today's game in starkville. This is really hard for me. This is my first football season having a real job after my 4 years at Auburn and a semester job searching.
I am now teaching and coaching high school football. As such, I am not able to attend all of the away games like I was used to doing while I was in school at Auburn. I am usually very calm and collected before games. I am nervous this afternoon. Very nervous. I just don't like the feeling of being in Auburn watching it on TV and not being at the game.
This blows.
I have been drinking since noon trying to calm my nerves. It ain't working.